All by myself...
I've officially decided that I could never ever live alone. I just can't hack it. So either I'm gonna eventually have to get married, or I'm gonna live at home forever, or I'm going to flat with someone forever... what brought this on, you may ask??? The fact that my family went on holiday and left me here by myself!!! I have work and whatnot, and I can't afford to not work coz I'm completely broke. So no holiday for me. I hope they're having fun.
It's interesting, actually, coz I do like having my own schedule. But I do tend to just not go to bed. For example, it's 1am and I'm online listening to Thriller by Michael Jackson. That's not quite right. I finished work at 9.30, last bus up the hill was 9.25 so I had to walk and it was dark and scary and there wasn't any Chinese food left after work so Robert made me a mushroom burger and all the filling fell out while I shoved it in my bag to go into the video shop to get a movie out. So I had to eat the filling seperately. And it was kind of funky, but not entirely bad... Walking up the hill was dark, scary, and not an experience I want to repeat again. Especially since you have to go through a pitch black tunnel. I texted Steve to see if he was around to hopefully bail me out - he wasn't. *sighs* Not that I need a guy to look after me. *shrugs* Maybe I do, actually... I got home in one piece, I redyed my hair, I put on a face mask in a half hearted attempt in doing the whole "beauty routine" thing, got bored with it before it dried and ended up just washing it off and moisturising hard out coz the mud stuff made my skin all dry. So now my hair is blonder. I'm gonna keep blonding it all summer, and then just before Parachute I'm dyeing it blue. Don't think I won't!!! Then I went to bed, sat there for an hour, got up and went on the computer. Once I finish this blog, I will go to bed coz no one's online. Probably coz they're either out or asleep. I was gonna go out. I didn't. Obviously.
Last night was pretty much the same - after Volley, I procrastinated going home as long as I could, but got a ride home, then put on a DVD and stayed up til 1am watching Donnie Darko and folding papers. It's a very weird but very good movie. Very weird. I hired out "Les Choristes" today - my host mum told me to watch it. I'll do that tomorrow night, it's a 3 day one. Today was huge - I helped Phil out with a schedule for next Sunday's Christmas thing at church. Char gets to sing the cool solo *sighs* coz I already have a solo (which, incidently, is kind of hard to get right... it seems to require more skill than I actually have). Char's gonna sing a really pretty song but I do get to harmonise, so yay. We had a mission - find a Christmas song that Nathan wouldn't hate. He's slightly anti-Christmas. Basically, he just hates Santa. *shrugs* Some people have issues, what can I say? Actually, to be quite honest, I'm not overly concerned about Santa. I stopped believing in him pretty young, and quite frankly he stopped being important after that and I really don't invest much energy into actively disliking things or people. The way I see it is that if I don't like something, why would I waste any form of energy on it? Hating things requires energy.... what's the point?
Right. I'd really better go to bed, although I'm actually not that tired. I could probably stay up all night but I really, really shouldn't. I should get some sleep. I should clean the house. I should do those papers. And I should find out exactly when I'm supposed to be at brunch tomorrow, too. *checks* 10am. Hmm. Really best be getting some sleep.
Goodnight!
Rosie
It's interesting, actually, coz I do like having my own schedule. But I do tend to just not go to bed. For example, it's 1am and I'm online listening to Thriller by Michael Jackson. That's not quite right. I finished work at 9.30, last bus up the hill was 9.25 so I had to walk and it was dark and scary and there wasn't any Chinese food left after work so Robert made me a mushroom burger and all the filling fell out while I shoved it in my bag to go into the video shop to get a movie out. So I had to eat the filling seperately. And it was kind of funky, but not entirely bad... Walking up the hill was dark, scary, and not an experience I want to repeat again. Especially since you have to go through a pitch black tunnel. I texted Steve to see if he was around to hopefully bail me out - he wasn't. *sighs* Not that I need a guy to look after me. *shrugs* Maybe I do, actually... I got home in one piece, I redyed my hair, I put on a face mask in a half hearted attempt in doing the whole "beauty routine" thing, got bored with it before it dried and ended up just washing it off and moisturising hard out coz the mud stuff made my skin all dry. So now my hair is blonder. I'm gonna keep blonding it all summer, and then just before Parachute I'm dyeing it blue. Don't think I won't!!! Then I went to bed, sat there for an hour, got up and went on the computer. Once I finish this blog, I will go to bed coz no one's online. Probably coz they're either out or asleep. I was gonna go out. I didn't. Obviously.
Last night was pretty much the same - after Volley, I procrastinated going home as long as I could, but got a ride home, then put on a DVD and stayed up til 1am watching Donnie Darko and folding papers. It's a very weird but very good movie. Very weird. I hired out "Les Choristes" today - my host mum told me to watch it. I'll do that tomorrow night, it's a 3 day one. Today was huge - I helped Phil out with a schedule for next Sunday's Christmas thing at church. Char gets to sing the cool solo *sighs* coz I already have a solo (which, incidently, is kind of hard to get right... it seems to require more skill than I actually have). Char's gonna sing a really pretty song but I do get to harmonise, so yay. We had a mission - find a Christmas song that Nathan wouldn't hate. He's slightly anti-Christmas. Basically, he just hates Santa. *shrugs* Some people have issues, what can I say? Actually, to be quite honest, I'm not overly concerned about Santa. I stopped believing in him pretty young, and quite frankly he stopped being important after that and I really don't invest much energy into actively disliking things or people. The way I see it is that if I don't like something, why would I waste any form of energy on it? Hating things requires energy.... what's the point?
Right. I'd really better go to bed, although I'm actually not that tired. I could probably stay up all night but I really, really shouldn't. I should get some sleep. I should clean the house. I should do those papers. And I should find out exactly when I'm supposed to be at brunch tomorrow, too. *checks* 10am. Hmm. Really best be getting some sleep.
Goodnight!
Rosie
posted by Rosie @ 12:53 am
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